Every thing is starting to fall back in to its place, life, love, happiness! I am so thrilled about this

Ive never really been scared of “death” but something struck me today about it… thinking to my self… “what if I died today” I don’t know why this just popped up in my head..like what if I die from being drunk playing in the mountains… like I am normally doing… or a driver texting on the highway and comes straight at me. Or if someone shoots in my neighborhood. What if… and what if Bo one even really cared and were just crying cause its something that happenes and their just scared

Marriage is supposed to be a beautiful experience, a time to show th other person you’re 100% happy. By lately I realized my marriage has had some bad luck to begin wig when we said “I do”.

I realized that seeing your husband drunk before the vows was the number one bad luck…”because he was nervous” than finding out his friend got him drunk cause he wanted him to leave me on the wedding day… our cake was in the freezer and it went bad before our first year… bad luck again? I would think so… because we are falling apart day by day… my first marriageand s it will be my last is falling apart before my eyes.

I deserve to be treated better in a relationship, not like your floor mat…

I wanna look like her. So pretty

My husband decided to make me feel like shit tonight.

Even though two people are married and are completely in love, there is no denying that either one of them look at other men and women.
It’s not cheating it’s just a fact that people still look even when they have someone hot or beautiful with them. I look if a cowboy walks past me… (of course when my husband isn’t paying attention, lol)

I haven’t been using my blog lately and I feel quit bad for abandoning it… so every day I am going to try to write 1 or 2 paragraphs of what has been on my mind that very day.

I went from only dating Filipinos to dating gingers and marrying one… big leap.